Love sucks
It's never enough to love someone and support them through tough times and help them with stressful situations. It all just gets thrown back in your face. I tried to meet your needs and tried to make sure I didn't upset you with any of my choices by asking you first. I was open about everything and I talked to you about what was on my mind at the time. You can't say I didn't communicate.
You don't seem to understand that you are the one I see myself being with and sharing my life with. You say I deserve better, maybe that's true, but I choose you! You can make me happy because you have. The only time I'm down and upset is when you make it so with your hash words or breaking my heart.
I'm at a loss. I don't know what more I can do. You said that you loved me and you wanted to be with me forever and always and that I would be yours and only yours. What's changed? There was talk of moving in together, marriage and kids.
I understand your head isn't in the best of spaces and your confused as to where you stand in life but why not let me help you. Please don't push me away. I thought we could be good together. We have qualities that we could share with each other and so much we could teach one another. You have taught me so much already and thats one of your best qualities.
I love you
What else is round the corner?
On the relationshp front things are stable. Getting used to his small mad comments and understand why which helps. We've talked and wonder if this really is it. Can we get serious?
I know I have all the faith in this relationship, but it worries me that he is afraid. I really want it to work and can see a future for us but can he? I know he's said he'd like u to move in together some time soon and would like to settle down, get married, have children, but did he really mean it? Only time will tell and I'm not gonna wonder but just enjoy what we have and see what happens because right now things are good between us and I don't want t spoil that.
I hope you read this cos I want you to know that you are the one for me and I will always love you. I really want to make this work. Do you?
I am...
SO HAPPY
Monday 14th July 2008
You may feel braver than usual because you are attracted now to the idea of being different. You aren't worried about what others might think or say; someone else's judgment won't hold you back as much as it would some other time in your life. This is your chance; go ahead and be the non-conformist that you secretly want to be, even if it's just for a day.
Love quote of the day.
 | "Distance between two hearts is not an obstacle...rather a beautiful reminder of just how strong true love can be." |
Life.....
couldn't get any better.
I have the man I always dream of. I'm enjoyng everyday at the moment. My friends are great and caring. My job ain't too bad either, could be better, but so could any job! I'm doing what I want with my free time whether that's modelling, writing poetry, visiting or going out with friends and putting in some gaming hours.
But you just know something bad is creeping round the corner cos it can't stay good forever. But I'm not gonna dwell on it cos it will be my fault it happens. Just Enjoy life you silly woman. Look at everything you've got. I'm happy 
Friday 4th July 2008
Cancer's LoveCast Friday, July 4 You're antsy for action on Monday and Tuesday, but it may not be until after the New Moon in Cancer on Wednesday that you find the right path toward fulfillment. Just heed your intuition and you'll be guided to where you need to go. Love flows on Thursday. Friday and Saturday bring high drama in the romance arena, where your artistry can heighten passion. Commitment may be the main topic on Sunday.